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A page from my diary....

(must have written this a few years back)

I see not a night dark, not a hair dark, not a black dark, not a coal dark....
all i see is the dark-nothing.
My hands grapple for support, for help, for light,
My hands filled with blood
I cant see it- its dark-nothing,
I scream and cry, blood, sweat, heat engulfs me...

and then
I see again, I breathe again, I stand again, I walk again.
There is light, crazy light and I want to burn in the light.
The light- my soul, not night soul, not evil soul, not dark soul.
My soul-light...
and in the light I see my body evaporating into the clear sky.

I wake up- it was a dream.
Yet far ahead in the darkness do I still see light?
Light-my soul?

Comments

psychocancer said…
i remember this.
It must have been a few years ago.
April 11, 2009 at 10:18 AM
Story Map said…
You do? I didnt think anyone knew about this.....
April 12, 2009 at 10:37 AM
Anonymous said…
This is Kafkaesque in its tone :) Brilliant. Carry on writing. Do not stop :)
April 13, 2009 at 12:33 AM
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